Words like ‘strange’, ‘offbeat’ and ‘lost’ would come to mind when I read my old diaries. I no longer have old diaries; at some indeterminate time themselves lost; nevertheless the words offbeat and lost because I was so frequently off the beaten track and had no idea where I was in a) the scheme of things, b) the Universe, c) my state of existence and d) the tree I’m still climbing.
So why the reference to old diaries? Because I recently came across the two surviving postcards of my 1969 travels in Europe. Pete, who then shared a room with me in London in South Kensington, and his brother Keith, asked if they could join me on my intended hitchhiking trip around Europe.
My intention was simple. It was to visit every destination mentioned by Peter Sarstedt in his song, Where Do You Go To My Lovely.
I never got to St. Moritz.
The first postcard, written on 23rd July 1969 and bearing a French postage stamp.
we slept in Chatillon last night, at the edge of the road, then caught the bus to Aosta. Then got a lift to Pré S. Didier near Courmayeur. From there we hitched through the Montblanc Tunnel to Chamonix. We gained an hour because of the time zone. These new shoes are almost in pieces! This afternoon (it’s 2.25 now) we intend to hitch through Martigny & Montreux & up to Germany. I thought the map on the other side would make things clearer. I’m afraid I haven’t the money to buy even the smallest souvenir – sorry. Love Jim xx P.S. Haven’t met Michael yet.
(My brother was hitchhiking around Europe at the same time. I believe we may have been in the same street on the same day but never saw each other.)
The second, written the following day on 24th July 1969, bearing a Swiss postage stamp. Oh fickle fortune!
Dear Mum & Dad,
Pete, the chap whom I was with, was going to lend me the fare back across the Channel. Today he was being stupid & eventually went off on his own and told me to try & get back on my £3. Off he went and left me in Switzerland. I am going to an Embassy in a few minutes but now, in this café, I am going to have a damn good meal. However, don’t worry. I expect I’ll be home before you receive this card. Love, Jim.
A few months before these postcards came to light, my daughters found the photographs from my trip. I’d lent the negatives to Pete on my return to London and he never returned them.
My camera was a Brownie Cresta II introduced 1956 and discontinued 1959.
Film size: 120
Picture size: 2 1/4″ X 2 1/4″
Lens: Kodet f/11 Fixed Focus With Close up Lens
Shutter: Single Speed 1/40 Second
As far as I recall, I had a partially used, 12 exposure, roll of film in the camera and two spare rolls of 12 exposures each. The only image I recall that is missing is one of a bridge taken at night which was too dark an exposure – and I may have discarded it. Because of the limited amount of film, the camera was used to take photos of the three of us and landscape scenes rather than people. With fixed camera settings and limited film, I paid some attention to composition when I was taking the photograph. Until I returned to England and had the photos developed, I had no idea of how they would turn out.
This was my camera.
Twenty five photos made it.
The N74 has been renamed the D974 but nevertheless I looked for this signpost on Google street view. I found the spot, recognisable from the hills in the background, the signpost presumably long gone.
I looked for this location on Google street view knowing only that we were near Marseille. I found it and that’s how I learned the name of the location.
The Ground Floor apartment of the Lamborghini girl who gave me a bath, dinner, a bed in her spare room for the night, breakfast and some money – and who washed and dried one of my shirts. In the morning, she said she had to leave for a photo shoot and asked me to close the front door behind me when I left.
The current diplomatic situation on Google street view.
Complete with solar panels.
I kept a daily diary but it was lost, probably only about 15 years ago, in a house move. C’est la vie. It wasn’t much more than a record of where I was each day and what I had to eat. I feel fortunate to have deeply poignant memories in at least this form especially as I no longer have the negatives. The diary would have told me of the name of the girl in the Lamborghini who washed my shirt but life is better for its mysteries, like the moment in the morning when she held both my hands in hers, gazed into my eyes, opened her mouth to speak, looked away and then, within seconds was gone in a roar. Years later, it occurred to me that possibly it was an unspoken invitation to still be there when she . . . well, who knows?
And finally . . .
JOHNNY, CHEVALIER DE LA LÉGION D’HONNEUR
un garçon anglais de douze ans
descend silencieusement chaque nuit
pour syntoniser la radio de ses parents
à une station de radio française,
notant soigneusement la position du cadran
afin qu’il puisse le réinitialiser à leur insu.
il écoute attentivement comme la station
joue alternativement les disques français
et l’anglais, espérant entendre encore
la voix qui a touché son âme,
la voix de liberté, l’espoir et la vérité
avec un an d’apprentissage du français à l’école,
il souches pour comprendre le présentateur
et attraper le nom du chanteur,
puis il entend l’excitation irrépressible
dans la voix du présentateur
comme il annonce sans aucun doute
même sur ces nuits
quand il n’entend pas Johnny,
Johnny remplit son coeur et l’esprit avec des rêves.
en 1969, âgé de dix-neuf, il achète un passeport
et un aller simple de Londres à Paris.
de Paris il fait de l’auto-stop ou marche
à Lyon, Montélimar, Marseille, St. Tropez,
Cannes, Juan-Les-Pins, St. Raphael et Nice
où il dort paisiblement sur la plage,
n’oubliant jamais la dame dans Cassis
qui lui a salué, juste normalement,
avec une tasse de thé anglais.
sur chaque route et dans chaque rue
dans chaque village, ville et cité qu’il visite,
son sourire infatigable est salué
avec une chaleur, un respect et une hospitalité
qu’il ne rencontrais pas avant.
tout simplement, je vous remercie,
mon ami, mon frère, Johnny,
Chevalier de la Légion d’honneur.
JOHNNY, KNIGHT OF THE LEGION OF HONOUR
a twelve-year-old English boy
creeps downstairs every night
to tune his parents’ radio
to a French radio station,
carefully noting the position of the dial
so he can reset it without them knowing.
he listens intently as the station
alternately plays French and English
records, hoping to hear again
the voice that has touched his soul,
the voice of freedom, hope and truth.
with one year of schoolboy French,
he strains to understand the broadcaster
and to catch the singer’s name,
then he hears the irrepressible excitement
in the broadcaster’s voice
as he unmistakably announces
even on those nights
when he doesn’t hear Johnny,
Johnny fills his heart and mind with dreams.
in 1969, aged nineteen, he buys a passport
and a one-way ticket from London to Paris.
from Paris he hitchhikes or walks
to Lyon, Montelimar, Marseille, St. Tropez,
Cannes, Juan-Les-Pins, St. Raphael and Nice
where he sleeps peacefully on the beach,
never forgetting the lady in Cassis
who greeted him, so matter of factly,
with a cup of English tea.
on every road and in every street
in every village, town and city he visits,
his indefatigable smile is greeted
with a warmth, respect and hospitality
he’s never encountered before.
simply, thank you, my friend,
my brother, Johnny,
Knight of the Legion of Honour.
All images and text © 1969-2014 James Sapsard